I always think that I am different from others, and other people always misunderstand me. I wanted to merge with them, so I tried to do something the same as them then I could get closer to them.
However, I found that my sense of presence was getting lower as no one noticed me anymore. I desired to become special and outstanding in order to gain their attention.
However, other people just think I am crazy and misunderstand me more. Finally I am the only one who can understand myself and the only one who always notice myself.
(The text is provided by the student)