It all started from a random photo of me taken by a man that I loved deeply for a period of time. It touched my heart and I was amazed by what I looked like in his eyes. I wanted something magical to happen again so I gave this man a tiny camera, for him to take more portraits of me. But the moment never returned. The images all look so similar to each other, and some times later I realized, no matter how long we continue to repeat our actions, things would never get any better, it is just the way it is.
Through the images, I see how he and I were stuck in this bizzare relationship. It continues to loop, going up and down.
(The text is provided by the student)
我好奇,在跟我曾經親密過的人眼中,自己會是怎樣的模樣。於是,我把照相機交予一位我喜愛的人,請他隨意幫我拍些照片。
我以為,我會看到不一樣的自己,就像當天他無意間為我拍下的照片一樣,觸動我心。然而,所有影像看起來都相似,沒完沒了的循環,就像彼此的關係。或許,最好的時光已經遠去。
我害怕,有天發生過的事會如煙般消逝,不留半點痕跡,就像我不曾存在過一樣。
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